far away
am now far far away.. from evything and evyone i used to be next to.. ‘ve used a month to adapt to it.. suddenly at this moment, still feel the pain.. no longer next to u, seeing u, being with u all time.. no longer can give u a call anytime i like, spent so much time on the phone to crap on evything.. no longer can go to ur place for dinner, or seeing u during my shift, trying to get free drinks from me.. no longer one of ur close flat mates, go to ur room anytime, share anything wit u, now i even need to get ur news from others.. no longer able to chat with u,updating each other evything, really hope that i get to see u this summer, not so much for the macau casino, but js bcoz i wanna see u..
used to think i’m a lucky person, but maybe evyone has limited luck quota in her life, so i probably hav finished most of mine.. might think that u dun need to rely on luck, believe in urself is much more important, but u r not living in a world on ur own.. believe in urself need the agree of others to finish the picture..
ok, stop complaining, but what can i do? ve tried my best, maybe too late, but still.. no one can be right all time, only if i could turn back time? n be perfect in evy move?
missing u, u, u, u, n u, n u, n u,…~
