dun understand, dun know.. but decided not wan to know.. coz it will never make a difference.. live my own lifestyle.. dun try to make me live on ur advices.. u dun even know wat u r acty doing, where r u heading to..
hoho~~~ so happy, won $$$ from holland casino.. haha~~ geng ar… good blackjack game.. thanks joyce for my amsterdam tripp… muackksss…
thanks for those who spent time in phone or msn with me.. 莎郎嘿哟~
Happy birthday to Jian~~~~~
翻开一本旧日记 记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜 往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨 曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事 爱过在这城市里
昨晚下了一场雨 让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣 好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖 你是否孤身一人 ( 我不停追问 )
分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你 现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆 能够 让我们依靠
我在一个咖啡店 透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在 无心无魂的想你
昨晚下了一场雨 让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣 好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖 你是否孤身一人 ( 我不停追问 )
Dunno wat life style is evyone applying out there..? there’s only 1 word to describe mine now.. LOST.. totally lost.. I do agree that evyone should hav a draft plan for what they going to do, but not a very precise 1… at least not until it gets really near to me..
Js finished the last lec of my uni life today.. will starting my 4 weeks easter break, followed by my grand final~… hav been so so stressed up by this final which counts 60% to my degree.. Found myself differently this year, lose the power n the urge in studies.. used to be studying very hard, working to my very best in my 1st n 2nd year.. i do believe evyone has only got limited power.. i probably hav finished most of mine…
Evyone has been asking me y not doing my master..? even i know deeply that my mum acty hope i can do it too.. she used to think that i’m not doing master js bcoz of wanting to be back in msia be with him all time asap.. but she doesnt know how tired n depressed i am.. kind of sad that she thought me in that way.. do i acty give evyone the impression of i’m that childish n innocent..? or she’s the only one..? maybe it’s my problem too.. i never tell my mum bout my problems, js cant think of a good reason to telling her if those problems is not solvable to her n will js make her worries more..
i think i’m very realistic , but only in some sense.. i may be too fantastic in other sense too.. it may be very hard for 2 ppl to get together.. especially how u cope w each other w evy little bits in daily life.. but i really dun like the feeling that i know he is tired.. but that’s the fact.. dunno wat else i can do w it..
hope i can be more cold-minded.. at least be able to control my feelings… n not being controlled by my feelings..
